Life Books
by Deb Fjeld
The Lifebook is an account of the child's life, conveyed through words, pictures,
photographs, and documents. Sometimes it is difficult for adoptive children and
parents alike to talk about the birth family. For many adoptive parents, the ideal
conversation starter is a homemade memory album called a Life Book. A Life Book
doesn’t need to be fancy or follow a specific format. It can be as unique as the
child for whom it’s created! A Life Book should be made for each child. It is never
too late or too early to make a Life Book.
A Life Book is a special record book for children who no longer live with their
birth parents. It’s part scrapbook, part photo album, and part historical document
that grows as the child does. Most importantly, a Life Book bridges the chasm between
fantasy and truth. As they review tangible information about themselves, children
can discuss confusing issues openly with their adoptive parents. Life Books help
address questions like:
- Will my birth parents come back for me?
Children often fantasize about their family of origin. After a fight with their
parents or a tough day at school, they may envision a birth parent rescuing them.
When a child receives permission to discuss his birth parents, however, he can begin
to visualize them as real people rather than mythic heroes. Adoptive parents can
use Life Books to paint a kind but accurate picture of the birth mother and father.
- Why did my birth parents give me up?
- Will I be just like my birth parents? Even a young child can understand
that her eyes are blue because mommy’s are. By extension, many adopted children
believe that genetics will determine their future behavior. If Julie’s birth mother
got pregnant as a teenager, Julie may suppose this is her fate as well. Children
raised with a set of values different from their birth parents may also find it
difficult to forgive the “sins” of the past. Through Life Books, parents can provide
compassionate explanations about the birth parents’ decisions while empowering children
to make wise choices in their own lives.
Kids should know that this special story is their own; they are not obligated to
share details about their history if it makes them uncomfortable. Families may even
wish to develop a script to use when confronted with unwanted questions. Every individual
is entitled to his or her own history.
Telling a life story-what to include in a life book
Pre-adoptive Information
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Facts about birth parents, grandparents, siblings and other special relatives and
friends. "We have no information about you birth father" at least acknowledges that
he exists and that it is acceptable to talk about him.
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Health records
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Pictures of the child taken prior to placement
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The child’s birth name (if changed)
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Location and date of birth (What was the place like? Include photos/brochures if
you have them. What happened in the news the day the child was born?)
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Basic facts about the history and language of a country if child was adopted internationally
(What is life like for children in that country? Include photos of the landscape,
the orphanage or favorite caregivers.)
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If a Genogram has been completed as part of the assessment of the birth family,
a copy should be included. * developmental milestones;
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childhood diseases, immunizations, injuries, illnesses, or hospitalization;
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the ways by which the child shows affection;
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the things she does when happy or excited;
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the things that frightened him;
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favorite friends, activities, and toys;
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birthday and religious celebrations;
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trips;
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extended family members who are important to the child;
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cute things the child does;
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nicknames;
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family pets;
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visits with birth relatives;
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Birth family members are an obvious source for pictures, mementos, and a variety
of other information. The message to the birth parents is that they have something
to offer the child even though they will not be parenting him. Requests from the
adoptive parents for pictures and information reassures the birth parents of their
importance in the child's life. These requests can be made directly or through the
agency involved.
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names of teachers and schools attended;
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report cards;
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special activities, such as scouting, clubs, or camping experiences
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church and Sunday School experiences;
- pictures of each foster family, their home, and their pets.
Items from the Adoption/Placement Process
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If child’s name changed, how was the current name chosen? What does it mean?
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First reactions of adoptive parents (to hearing about the child, first meeting him
or her, or bringing the child home)
- What adoptive parents did while waiting for the child; include journal entries written
during that time Pictures and stories from the trip to pick up the child
Memories of Life in the New Home
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Information about adoptive parents, grandparents, and siblings
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Family traditions
- Firsts (child’s first words, days of school, etc.) Parental reflections or journal
entries that include feelings and observations about the child’s adjustment to the
family
Update the book regularly to keep it “alive.” You may want to provide new pictures
and list some of the child’s friends, favorite music, teachers, accomplishments,
dreams and aspirations. You can also have the child draw a picture or submit a meaningful
item.
A Lifebook can:
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provide a chronology of the child's life;
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enhance self-esteem and identity formation;
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help a child share his history with others;
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assist in resolving separation issues;
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identify connections between past, present, and future;
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facilitate attachment;
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increase trust for adults;
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help the child recognize and resolve strong emotions related to past life events;
- separate reality from fantasy or magical thinking; identify positives, as well as
negatives, about the family of origin.
Each book should explain why and how the child entered the adoptive family or the
foster care system and how subsequent decisions were made. Many times, adults gloss
over the reasons for the child's placement. This avoidance can pose long-term problems.
The very fact that adults hesitate to share information about the child's past implies
that it is too awful for the youngster to cope with. But whatever occurred in his
past, the child has already lived through it and survived. He has already demonstrated
his survival skills. Facts can be presented in ways that help the child understand
and accept his past while raising self-esteem, or that lower feelings of self-worth.
With experience, adults can learn to reframe even negative life experiences as positive
strivings that went astray. Always, information should be presented in words the
child understands.
Most toddlers do some things that upset their parents at the time but that seem
funny in retrospect and become the basis of family stories. Talking about such behaviors
give the child a clear indication that he can and will change. Even though it is
often true that there are no pictures of these incidents, they usually suggest strong
visual images. For example, one child washed her hair in a mud puddle twice in one
day, even as her mother tried to get her ready to go to a party. Such behaviors
are unique to each child and usually lead to shared laughter when the youngster
outgrows that conduct. This concrete evidence of the possibility of change should
be included in the Lifebook.
There is no right or wrong way to make a Lifebook. Just as each child and her history
is unique, so will each Lifebook be one of a kind. Some children like to start at
the beginning, with their birth or even before, offering stories about how their
birth parents met, for example. Others may do better by starting with the present,
talking about current family, school, friends, likes and dislikes. Some even want
to start out talking about future plans. There are advantages to each of these approaches.
Loose-leaf photo albums with plastic-protected pages may be used. Some adults use
prepared books; others make up their own. Some include photocopied or printed pages
to be filled in. The particular words used with a Lifebook are often very important.
Although many children enjoy the idea of a scrapbook, to the child who may have
poor self-esteem, the term "scrap" may have a negative connotation. Therefore, we
prefer to avoid the term scrapbook. We also purposefully avoid the term "forever,"
which may sound overwhelming to the child. The terms "keeping" or "growing up with"
explain equally well the permanency that we are seeking for children and are preferred.
When children resist being an active participant in working on their Lifebook, adults
have to become more creative. Trips can be made and photographs taken of places
important to the child's life: an old neighborhood, the hospital where the child
was born, or the courthouse where decisions were made on his behalf are examples.
If the adult does not have complete information, as is so often the case, it is
still possible to encourage and support emotional exploration. When a child's statement
reveals assumptions, such as "it seems as though birth mom didn't love me as much
as my sister," the adult might respond by saying, "That is possible. Some parents
have difficulty loving all of their children. I don't have any information as to
whether or not that was true in your case. Can you think of some other reasons it
might not have worked out well for you and your parents to live together?" This
response allows a hypothetical exploration of a variety of reasons that parents
and children have problems living together and expands the young person's thinking.
Hopefully, the experience of working on a life book with your child will bring you
closer together and offer the child a healthy way to process their life experiences.